gabas da yamma sannan ya taka ya isa bakin kofar falon ya shiga.

A hankali yake takawa har ya haura sama, dakin yaransa ya fara turawa sai ya samu suna bachi an kashe wutar dakin an kunna musu ocean, sakin kofar yayi ya shiga cikin dakin dakin ya zauna kusa akan gadon Tine yana kallonta kamin ya juya ya kalli Areef.

“Maybe nan gaba ku ji kun tsane ni, idan ina raye ko a mace, ku yi bakinciki da na kasance ubanku, kuna da yancin yin haka, domin na bar muku abun kunya, bayan ni kuma nawa iyayen ba su bar min abun kunya ba, sun yi kokarin tsare mutuncinsu da na mu”

Ya hade yawu.

“Ni dai na san ba zan kashe yaron nan ba, duk wani abun da zan biyo baya dole na karbe shi domin ni na aikata, but no matter what ku sani ina matukar kaunarku kuma ina kokarin na tsare mutuncinku, saboda kar na lalata Future dinku”

Ya shafa kan Tine ya sumbance ta, sannan ya tashi ya nufi dayan ma ya shafa kansa ya sumbance shi, ya kallesu cike da bakinciki sannan ya fice daga dakin ya ja musu kofa. Dakinsa ya shiga, yadda ya shigo sanye da talkami da kananan kaya haka ya fada saman gadonsa ya rufe ido, ko agogonsa be iya cirewa ba. Haka ya kwanta har safe ko kadan be yi bachi ba, sai juyi yake idan ya gaji da kwanciyar sai ya sauko kasa ya zauna.

Sai da asuba ya siya motsawa ya cire tufafin jikinsa da talkamin ya shiga bandaki yayi wanka tare da alwala ya shimfida carpet, nafila ya fara yi sannan ya gabatar da farilla. A lokacin da ya daga hannunsa zai roki Allah sai kunya ta kama shi, ba zai iya komai ba sai kuka, to me zai ce Allah yayi masa bayan ya bijirewa umarninsa ya bi son zuciyarsa? Allah ya hana shi kuma ya aikata, yanzu kuma ya roki me? Mafita? Ko yafiya? Shafa hannayensa yayi a fuskarsa ya kwanta a gurin feeling so hopeless.

Kansa har wani nauyi yayi tsabar damuwa da fargaba da suka same shi lokaci daya, ga kuma rashin bachin da be yi ba gaba daya daren jiya. Usually yaransa suna tafiya makaranta ne ba tare da jiran su ganshi ba, wani lokacin ko da za su tafi yana bachi, Yusura kuma ta koya musu idan yana bachi basa tashinsa. But yau sai ya sha banban da sauran ranakun, Areef ya fara shigowa rike da jakar abincinsa Tine na bayansa, Kareem na jin motsinsu sai ya rufe idonsa not like he don't want to see their faces but kunyar kallonsu yake kuma bakinciki zai taso masa ne.

“Bachi yake Areef mu tafi”

Areef be ji maganar yayarsa ba sai da ya leka fuskar mahaifinsa ya ga da gaske bachin yake sannan ya juya suka yafi. Suna fita Kareem ya bude idonsa yana kallon ceiling da raunannin idanuwansa. Ya tashi zaune, ya dafe kansa, gaba daya ganin yake kamar ranar jiya ba gaskiya bace mafarki ne. Misalin tara ya shirya cikin kananan kayan babu zancen saka agogo ko shafa mai turare da ya zame masa dole kawai ya tsaya domin baya iya rayuwa babu kamshi.
Gefen gadonsa ya zauna ya bude drawersa ya dauko diary da pen yayi rubutu a kai ya nade ya aje pen din ya mike tsaye ya dauki wayarsa ya fice daga dakin.

Da dai daya ya rika taka stairs din yana saukowa yana kallon Yusura dake goge dinning kanta babu dankwali. Damuwa ta bayyana karara a fuskarsa kyawawan idanuwansa sun fada sun yi ja sosai irin na wanda be ga bachi ba bachi be ganshi ba. Kusa da ita ya karasa ya aje mata takardar a dinning. For the first time ever ta ji gabanta ya fadi irin faduwar da be taba ba. Ta kalli takardar ta kalleshi.

“Miye a ciki?”

Ya kalleta.

“Yancinki ne, yancin da kika dade kina nema”

Ta hade abu da karfi.

“Babu amfani Daddy zai sake sakawa ka maida ni”

“Wannan yanci ne na har abada, it mean forever...”

Ta sake dubansa kamar yadda yake kallonta.

“Ina mai baki hakuri akan duk wani abu da na yi miki, wanda kika sani da wanda baki sani ba Yusura, bankwana ne na har abada”

Her heart and body star shaking idanuwanta suka tara hawaye.

“Na gode da kika taya ni aje farinciki mahaifiyata har sai da ta bar duniya. Yanzu kam kina da yancin ki auri wanda kike so ki yi rayuwar da kike so”

Ya juya ya fara tafiya, ta juya tana kallonsa? Me yasa yau ta ji dabam? Ta dade tana jiran zuwan ranar amman ta kasa farinciki, wacam karon ta jidadi da ya sake ta amman ta kasa farinciki.

“Yaran fa?”

Ya juyo ya kalleta hawaye ya gani suna fitowa daga idonta suna zuba a fuskarta.

“Zan kula da su”

“Za su fi jindadin zama a gurina”

Ya taka zuwa inda take tsaye.

“Idan haka kike so, zan minta, but only on one condition, no matter how happen a raye ko a mace zaki fadawa yaran nan cewar mahaifinsu yana kaunarsu, duk wani abun bacin rai ko bakinciki da zai biyo baya ko ya biyo i still love them, ki fada musu mahaifinsu yayi kokari ganin ya tsare duka hakkinsu sai abun da ya fi karfinsu”

Ya juya ya nufi kofa sai ta risina kasa ta kira sunansa.

“Ka yafe min Kareem, na cutar da kai na sani, kiyayya bata bari na yi biyayya ba”

“Komai ya kare yanzu Yusura it over now”

Ya amsa mata ba tare fa ya juyo ba ya fice daga falon. Yana shiga motarsa ya murza key mai gadi ya bude masa gate ya dauki hanyar da zata sadashi da gurin aikinsa. Be yi nisa da gida ba hudu ya rufe masa ido kansa ya fara juyawa yana ta kokarin controlling motar amman ya kasa.



NOOR POV.

“Innalillahi Wa'Inna Ilaihirraji'un”

Abun da na fada kenan a lokacin da na farka da karfi, sakamakon mummunan mafarkin da na yi. Wai muna tafiya a jirgi sai ya muka fado kasa ni har da ni ciki, na bugi icce har sai da hankalina ya gushe. Addu'a na yi na neman tsari daga mummunan mafarki. Na yi a'uzubillahi har karshe na tofar dama na sake yi na tofar hagu, sai haki nake kamar wanda ta yi yaki, hannu na kai na lalaba ban ji Abdull ba, sai na sauka daga kan gadon na kunna wuta na nufi bathroom din da nake jin motsin ruwa na tsaya jiran ya fito na shiga.

Da na lura ba shi da niyar fitowa sai na tura kofar na fara lekawa babu kowa a ciki, shiga na yi ciki da mamaki, tab din ne a kunne ruwa na zuba kadan kadan amman babu kowa a ciki. Kashewa na yi na bayan na gama fitsari wata kila ya manta ya bar shi a kunne ne. Sai da na nufo gado na zauna sai kuma wata zuciyar ta tambaye ni ina ya tafi? Bargon na sake yayewa na sauko da kafafuwana ina mikewa tsaye sai gashi ya shigo dakin.

“Ina ka tafi?”

“Ruwan na ji na hada tea, ina zaki ke?”

“Ai dai ba zan bata ba a gidana ko? Idan bana dakin nan ina falo ko kitchen”

Ya hauro saman gadon ya kwanata rai a bace kamar an masa wani abun, har ya manta be kashe wutar ba, wata kila tambaya ta ce ta bata masa rai.
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Rumgume hannayena na yi ina kallonsa with my innocent face.

“Besty how are you?”

Ya tambaya yana daga kai ya kalli harabar unguwar.

“I'm good and you?”

Ya daga gira not happy not sad.

“I'm not fine”

Na dan matsa kusa da shi.

“Me ya same ka?”

Sauke kai yayi kasa sannan ya ce.

“Bestyna kamar kin taba fada min sunan wanda zaki aura ko?”

“Eh Abdull”

Ya dago ya kalleni.

“Yana da mata kika ce idan ban mata ba”

“Eh da yara uku matarsa ya haihu na hudu”

Ina jin sautin hade yawunsa.

“Amman kin taba ganin matarsa?”

Na dan kawar da ido daga kallonsa sannan na amsa.

“Eh na taba ganinta ya nuna min hotonta”

Ya langwashe halshensa.

“Kin san sunanta?”

“Safeena your ex-”

Murmushi yayi ya jinjina kai yana juya idanuwansa like na bashi mamaki sosai, kamin ya kalleni.

“Kin san duk wannan kuma kika yarda zaki auri Abdull?”

“Ba mutumen kirki ba ne?”

“Ban san komai a kansa ba, amman na san komai akan Safeena, ba zaki iya kishi da yarinyar nan ba, she's criminal”

Na dan tabe baki.

“Bana jin zata yi kishina, ai kai take so kuma kai take kishi, me zai saka ta yi kishin mutumen da bata so indai har da gaske bata son shi”

“Mijinta ne uban yayanta taya ba zata ji kishi ba, kuma ni ban taba fada miki cewar bata son shi ba, taya zata ki mutumen da shi ya tsamota daga ruwa a lokacin da na jefata?”

Na daga kafaduna not knowing what to say yanzu kuma. Ajiyar zuciya ya sauke ya kwantar da murya ya ce.

“Noor me kika fadawa Safeena?”

Na kalleshi da sauri daman na san za a zo gurin.

“Me tace na fada mata?”

“Sirrin da na yi dake ta zo ta fada min duk abun da kuka yi, saboda me zaki nuna mata cewar kin san abun da yake tsakaninmu”

Na ciro wayata daga aljihun rigata na nuna masa sakon da ta turo min, kamin wani abu ya tsikare ni kamar zan yi fada na fara magana.

“Ganin na yi tana neman daga min hankali tun kamin na shiga, ni kuma ba na yi aure ne saboda na je na fito ba, bana son aurena ya sake rabuwa sai idan mutuwa ta raba”

“Amman sai ki yi amfani da wata hanyar ba wannan ba, ke yarinya ce, baki gama fahimtar duniya ta mutanen cikinta ba, ba ki san illar abun da kika ba sai bayan ki aikata”

“Ba ni da wani weapon na yakarta sai wannan”

“Amman wannan sirrina ne, na fada miki ne saboda na yarda dake and i need someone to talk to, taya zaki aikata abun da zai iya janyo matsala ya janyo miki?”

Zan yi magana ya daga min hannu ya nuna min yatsa.

“Look Noor ina da yara, mahaifina yana raye ina da yan'uwa da abokaina, ko kadan bana son abun da zai zubar min da mutunci, na fada miki damuwata ne saboda na yarda dake, kuma ina jin kusanci da zuciyata, ba dan ki bayyana ma duniya ba, na san na aikata abun a lokacin da idanuwa suka rufe shekaru suka tsirewa tunani, and now i realize na yi wa kaina babbar barna and i regret it, you shouldn't discuss this with anyone!!”

Ya bude motarsa ya shiga ya bar ni a tsaye ina kallonsa hawaye na sauko min, domin be taba rufe da fada irin na yau ba. Har yayi baya sai kuma yayi gaba ya faka a inda ya faka dazun ya sake bude motar ya fito ya tsaya kusa da ni.

“I'm sorry, Na san na kaurara amman Noor ban ji dadin abun da kika yi ba, wannan sirrina ne, be kamata kowa ya ji ba ”

“Bana hira da kowa, ban taba fadawa kowa ba, kuma ita wanda ta ji daman ai ita abun ya shafa”

Na bashi amsa cikin sautin kuka. Idonsa ya sauke kasa yana sake fuskarsa.

“Bana nufin sakaki kuka ko kara miki damuwa akan wanda kike ciki, amman ni abun da kika aikata yanzu zai daga min hankali ya saka ni a damuwa, waya sani ko zaki sake fadawa wani? Kuma Safeena ba zata zura miki ido hakan nan kawai ki cigaba da rayuwa a free ba, bayan kin san sirrinta, ni da ita duk muna da iyali, ki rika duba wannan kamin ki aikatawa wani abun Noor”

Na share hawayena.

“Ta je ta bata ni gurinka ko?”

Ya rufe ido yana murmushi sai dai hakan be hana ni fahimtar damuwar dake shimfide a fuskarsa ba. Bude ido yayi yana min magana a hankali.

“Bata iya wannan, babu wanda zai iya wannan ma, just be careful yanzu Safaeena tana kiyayya dake ta kofa uku ne, Allah ya tsareki kuma ya baki zaman lafiya, amman Bestyna Noor ina son ki sani ko mutuwa na yi bana son na tafi na barwa ƴaƴana abun kunya”

“Ni ma ba zan so haka ba, kuma na maka alkawari daga wannan ba zan kara ba, kuma babu wanda zai ji”

Yayi tattausan murmushi da ya kara masa kyau.

“Thank You, Allah ya tabbatar miki da alheri”

“Ameen”

Ya sake Bude motarsa zai shiga.

“Shikenan tafiya zaka yi?”

Ya juyo

“Ko kina da bukatar wani abun ne?”

Na girgiza kai.

“I will miss you alot”

Yayi murmushi ya sauka kansa.

“Akwai abun da kike bukata na auren Noor? Akwai abun da Baba be miki ba?”

Na girgiza masa kai alamar aa. A ganina kamar be kamata na dora masa nauyin komai ba, kuma ai da kunya na bukaci kayan daki a gurinsa, domin su ne kawai nake saka ran Baba ba zai yi min ba, shi ma kuma ba ni da tabbaci.

“An yi komai”

Yayi murmushin dake nuna kamar be aminta da ni ba.

“Sai wata rana”

Wannan karon be sake kallona ba ya shiga motarsa yayi mata key ina tsaye ina kallonsa har na daina hango shi. Wata kila shi kam ba zai yi marmarina ba kamar yadda anke jin kewarsa tun a yanzu, ba mu wani dade a tare ba amman shakuwa mai karfi ta shiga tsakanina da shi.
Bayan tafiyarsa ne fahimci na yi katobara na bayyana ma Safeena na san komai a tsakaninsu ba dan ita ba, sai dan shi wata kila hakan zai iya haifar masa da matsala, sai dai iya abun da na sani shi ne, Safeena ba zata yarda asirinta ya tonu ba, domin tana da aure da yara kamar yadda ya fada, ni kuma ba zan sake tattaunawa da kowa akan matsalar ba.

Hakan da na yi ya saka na samu yanci gurin Safeena, mijinta ma ya samu kwanciyar hankali domin ana sauran kwana biyu a daura aure nake tambayarsa ya Safeena sai yake cin yanzu ai ta fahimci, tashin hankalinta ba zai hana aurenmu ba ta shafa masa lafiya. A raina na ce ko dai ta fahimci Ni din ba kanwar lasa ba ce ta bawa kanta lafiya da ni.

A daren ne yayi ta damuna da maganganu da be sana yi min ba, hakan kuma ya raunata yarda ta ya haifar min da tsoro akansa, sai dai na lura shi kam sam baya kunyar fadar haka, wata kila saboda ya taba auren ne, ko kuma yayi zaton a aurena na farko na san komai kamar shi. A yadda na lura Abdull irin mutanen nan masu masara kunyar ido da furta komai a take. Ni dai bana iya cewa komai idan ya jefeni da wani kalamin, na kan ji kaina yayi girma kunya ta rufe ni.

Washe gari gidanmu ya cika da yan'uwa mahaifina wadanda suka zo shirye shiryen abubuwan da za'ayi, ta hirar da Baba yake da su ne na ji yana fadar mai gidan Nabil wato Kareem yana da kirki da mutumci sosai.

“Yanzu bayan daukar nauyin karatun yaron nan da yayi, auren nan da za'ayi sai da ya same ni a majalisa ya damka min kudi mai yawa wai na kara na yi hidima, Allah dai yayi masa albarka ya yara masa yaransa, wutar nan ma da ta taso tsakanina da yan'uwan Hafizu shi ya kashe ta”

“Ai wasu masu gida haka suke da taimako da kirki, musamman idan sun san baka da shi, wasu kuma suna bakincikin abun da zaka samu ma”

Cewar Baba Garba.

“Haka ne, ni farko ma na dauka shi zai ce yana son Noor ne, kuma na ga kamar ba haka ba ne, ai ba dan kar ta ba ni kunya irin na wacan karon ba, Wallahi da sai na aura masa ita saboda kunyar abun da yake min, ya rike amanar abota”

Jin hakan a gurin Baba ya saka na ji Kareem ya kara kima a idona, tabbas shi din mutumen kirki mai son taimako, babu ruwansa da duba matsayi ko girma. Haka dai na yi ta jin suna ta hirarsu ta yan'uwa yana fadin mutanen da suka taimaka masa a yanzu da kuma aurena na farko. A lokacin da suka dauko zancen abubuwan da zai kai na ji Baba Garba yana tambayar Baba.

“Toh yanzu kai Magaji ka siyo mata kayan dakin ne?”

“Ni babu abun da na siya kuma babu abun da zan siya, ai ya fada mana da zarar an daura aure za su wuce can Lagos din da ita, to taya za a tsaya wani siyen kaya nan tun da nan za su zauna ba? Dubu hansin zan bashi a cikin kudin sadakinta idan sun je can ya siya mata abun da ya kamata”

Anty Larai ta ce

“Aa gaskiya be dace ka yi haka ba, ai ana son ka siyama yarka girma, ko dai ba mai tsada ba kowa ya san karfi ba daya ba, sai ka mata na iya karfinka saboda Allah magaji”

“To wai me za'a siya ma? Uwarta ta aiko mata da kaya, kuma ba a nan za su zauna ba, ai kayan sun isheta komai”

“Kayan da ta aiko mata kayan kitchen ne, kai kuma naka kayan daki ne da dan wani abu da za aka bawa ango”

“Aa aa aa karya haram ba zan iya kashe kaina ba, yarinya suka ce suna so ita za a ba su, ita da Allah yayi jininta jinin masu kudi me zai kai ni wahalar da kai na siye wasu kayan daki? Hafizu ma Allah ya masa rahama da kansa yace ba zai na yi komai ba ya dauke min komai”

“Toh shi wannan ai be ce ba, gaskiy...”

Bata karasa ba Baba ta tari numfashinta.

“Ni fa dan abun da na samu, gyaran